summertime sadness

I feel like summer has just began and then it hits me that August comes in a few days. Lots of thoughts mixed up in my head at the moment. I feel like my life is a riddle and I need to figure out the way to find an answer now, but I can't and it's killing me. I've been longing for this answer for so long as it's impossible to wait anymore. They say - take it easy. But it's my life and I want to live it to the fullest. With no regrets and not looking back. So I need the answer at this exact moment to keep on going. 

Here is the photoshoot with Alyona which we did last week. I've also decided to experiment, so I made a video as a preview to the photoshoot. Maybe it will become a usual thing? Click here if you haven't seen it yet.

Model: Alyona M.

a year ago

It’s been a long time since I last posted. I think I might have been focusing on less important things and forgot how much I love photography and other bits which are truly close to my heart. I wish my job took less time in May and June as it seems now like they've disappeared and I didn't notice all the beauty of my favourite time of the year. 

I was looking through the pictures yesterday and found the ones from the year ago when me, Rita and Ilya went to Yasnaya Polyana to get away from hot dusty Moscow for a weekend. I think that it's the time they should be posted. It's funny how lots of the things have changed since then. And here in these photos I don't even know what is awaiting me in the future. 

We stayed at a little country house and I remember how I couldn't stop daydreaming about owning my own land. What I'd grow and build and how I can live sustainably. Maybe when I'm a little older?